Sometimes

Sometimes I'm an million colour 

Sometimes I'm black&white

 Please understand, life just ain't easy right? we just can't have everything, we just can't. life is not FAIR, it's just not.DEAL with it.we just have to hold on and enjoy life as much as we can :) that's why LIFE is full of up's and down,it's there for a reason you know?yeahhh sometimes i can be very happy, actually most of the time i am :) i just can't tell someone my problems & cry arghhhh -____-' just not me.i just can't.even my closest friend never saw me cry.i don't know.sometimes when we hold on...hold on.. and still holding on..finally we just can't hold on any longer. we just BREAK...break into a million pieces and felling so down.everyone has problems right?nobody is created ''PERFECT''.we just can't run from doing mistakes.sometimes we can laugh like there is no tomorrow.but still, at the end of the day we are still all ALONE.had you ever fell so ALONE? so alone until you cry to your sleep?of course we have our family and all :) family are always there,that's why they are called FAMILY :) owh,how i love  each and everyone of my family,they are just AWESOME.but sometimes this ''PEOPLE'' a round you will always think you are fine.yup, it ain't that hard to put on a fake smile,a fake laugh.trust me it's not that hard.just to avoid DRAMA arghhh i hate drama.once or twice we just have to put on a fake smile,a fake laugh.it's just how it is.when we are at the lowest point we just have to sit down,calm ourself and think  off all the things  that we HAVE.not the things we wish we had.just think how lucky we are to still being alive.breathing.LIFE itself is the greatest thing of all :)for all i know i am very happy :) thank you ALLAH for all that you had given me.only you know how thankful i am :) for the best family in the world :) friend that we just can't live without :) life just can't get any better right?