EVERYTHING WILL NEVER BE THE SAME :'(

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO WAN ZAIDAH WHOM JUST PAST AWAY :'( 27052011

I can surely tell you that things will never be the same, without her by our side.She was such a joy,but ALLAH s.w.t  love her more. That's why he had to take her and we have no choice then to let her go, and accept that we as ''humans '' will never live forever,our time will come. we just don't know when,how,and where.

She was strong, she was so strong everyone can see that. She never give up on herself,never. She fight till the end, she was strong and alhamdurillah she past away besides her family. I was there, to the very last breath. It was sad, by thinking that someone had just lost their mother, family, untie, grandmother, and friend. It was just a very sad moment. I cant describe it, everybody gather around just waiting and hoping at the same time. Hoping for a miracle to happen. She died of an heart attack, her heart was not functioning. by time to time her BP level was getting lower and lower and it finally stop. YA ALLAH, the time when one of my untie said ''cik dah tak ada'' ya ALLAH,everybody breakdown. we had just lose our one and only wan zaidah.


I never had thought i will actually be there when someone died. It was 5 o'clock in the morning i guess, my sister woke me up and said ''mok cik tenat''. So me and two of my sister rush our self to SJMC. When we arrived, she was still alive but barely. Almost everyone was there, gathered around her death bed in the CCU. Reading yassin, and just be there. Be there with her, it was unbearable. I burst out into tears. Her BP level lowered as time goes by,finally her heart just shutdown and shes gone .Her heart failed to function,she died at approximately 8.20am. I miss her laugh already, i miss how she will call my name, i miss her voice,i miss her stories that she will usually tell us, i miss everything :'( i miss her,and by thinking shes gone and i will never see her again it's just heartbreaking.

She was family, a close family of mine. I can still remember 2 weeks back she had dinner at our house. She was still doing okay,she was eating okay,smiling and laughing with everyone. Never thought that this will happened, i can still remember how that day goes on. She came to see my father and i made coffee for her. She had dinner at our house that night, it was a holiday night so we will usually cook something special. It was chicken chop night that night, the table was full will all the side dishes and all and she laughed and said ''haha,banyaknya!'' haha she was such a joy. She will be remembered, she was a legend of wcj. She will be in our memory forever.

We love her with all our hearts,even though shes gone but im so thankful she past away besides her family. If i died one day,i wish i died surrounded with my love ones. Mok cik i pray so that you will be placed among the solihin and solehah.time is a must for us to get use for not having you around anymore. But life must go on, and we have to let you go. So that you can rest in peace,insyaALLAH s.w.t.  May ALLAH s.w.t be with you always. 

AL-FATIHAH